I've found a friend who died for me

Hi all! Recently, I had some doubts bout God, but then he spoke to me & gave me an answer to all my questions. I always had very little frens in school & one fren in my class. This made me feel very lonely & caused me to feel as if theres no love at all in my life, many times in the past. Gradually, I started having the feeling that I cant find any love in this world & even thought that God's love cant be felt. I also kept getting temptations to start a r/s, which may be cos of my yearning for companionship. But of course, I didnt succumb to those temptations.

However, time after time these thoughts jus kept replaying in my mind. Soon I started to feel lost in my r/s with God, becoming numb to his love. I didnt give up on God, but I had many questions, questions which I assumed could never be answered. One day, as I was in deep thoughts, I started thinking bout the way I wanted ppl to love me & felt that nobody I know can do that. Suddenly, a thought came into my mind, " if God is my creator & he knows everything bout me, then wont he know how to love me as well? He knew me before I was born, he knows my deepest thoughts, he searches my heart & knows every desire I have. Thats why he knows how I wanna be loved & thats the way he loves me! Even better, he loves me no matter what happens, unless I choose to turn away from him! After knowing this, how can anyone back away from God & his amazing love!

From this journey, I realised that God is the only one for me & I will be satisfied jus by having him, not by having many close frens or having a girlfren. That is why I will abide in God's love now, knowing that I may lose anything or everything, but his love will still be near, always & forever.

-Chengs

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